What Fuels The Passion of Our Photography?
Recently one of my best pals decided to take up photography again after some many years of hibernation from the craft. It was who he said
inspired him in making photographs that caught me off guard. As I found myself stumbling to try and come up with a famous photographer that had inspired me.
Pete Turner,
Jay Maisel and
Eric Meola were his inspirations, and I tried hard to try and recall anything those guys had published. I use to buy every photography magazine I could back in my early years, but most of the names of published photographers now eludes me.
Since the
world wide web wasn't even around when I got into photography, it wasn't so easy to look up and do research on topics. It meant time in the library looking through card catalogs to find books about stuff.
I can at least still recall several things that stick out in my mind as I was coming-up in photography. The most important fact of any happened when I was about 14 years old... My cousin who was the
photography instructor at a Jr. High School took me into the darkroom one night. I looked around and saw those big
gallon brown glass jugs filled with chemicals and and that pretty much hooked me right there.
We had also just go back from a shoot where he did little
league baseball shoots. He would shoot the team and individuals portraits then hope to sell them to the parents after he had them developed.
In fact I am not even sure I ever was back in that darkroom ever again. But I was awe-struck enough to go the the
library and check out
books on photography.
Although I went with my cousin on plenty of sports team shoots, I never really felt that is what I wanted to shoot. Ironically we actually never even talked about the subject of photography. Even though He knew that I took the craft beyond just being a hobby, but I am not sure he realized how much of
a passion it became.
The Early Years
As I look back I can see that in the beginning for me, the love was more in the processing and enlarging than it was the capturing.
Although I can barely recall anything I may have shot in the beginning with my parents
620 Brownie and then a
Kodak 126 Instamatic, I do remember riding the bus downtown to go to the photo store and buy the infamous "
Tri-Chem Pack", a set of the 3 chemicals needed to develop film/prints.
It wasn't until about my 15th birthday when I got a
Hanimex 35mm Rangefinder camera, that I can begin to recall scenes I may have captured with the help of hundreds of Kodachrome & Ektachrome slides I still have.
The only evidence I have left from those many days & nights in the darkroom is a dozen or so prints and the darkroom notes I made in 1980. When I look at them today it makes me wonder how I was so happy with the outcome of them back then.
In this quest I have embarked upon to figure
who my inspirations were, I have looked through many photo magazines from the mid 70's and up. Yet no names really seem familiar and no images seem to be in my memory as seen before. Although the cameras and films of the times were well fresh in my memory banks, especially since I worked in a camera store in the early 80's and saw so many pieces of camera gear, darkroom equipment and types of film.
Although there wasn't an"
Internet" back then, there were
photography magazines... in newsstands with over a half dozen of them on the subject of photography.
I do recall the infamous portrait by
Steve McCurry of "
Afghan Girl" in 1984, but I didn't really shoot portraits so I most likely just opted to not record anything about portrait photographers in my memory banks.
When it comes to
landscape photography, I again am at a loss as to whom may have inspired me. I see so many photographers mention
Ansel Adams, but yet I barely knew of any of his works until many many years into the craft photography. Of course, that could also be attributed to the fact that I rarely ever captured a landscape shot until much late in my journey.
My every-day camera rig for many years was a Nikon FE & Nikkor 50mm macro lens. As I look over the hundreds of
35mm slides from my past, I see the one common thread that was prominent through the various subject matter.
I seem to favor the small scene that is isolated from a tiny part of a much larger scene. What really struck a unique chord with me was seeing stuff I still shoot today such as "
Pondering" (the print comparison shown above) and the similarities to my works from the 80's. Although I have branched out into some other categories, I still favor the world of macro photography.